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you don’t deserve to be happy after all you’ve done and ruined…

5 days ago
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and time really does tell…

my life has changed so much in these past two months. and i have to say for the better. my dreams are becoming realities and i’m having the time of my life… being hurt the way i was taught me so much. it taught me that you can’t depend or trust just anyone.

the way to become successful is to climb the ladder. whether that means to have someone by your side or not is your choice. i made the right choice to be independent… you were never part of my successes. when you love someone you never lay a hand on them. you never abuse them mentally. to love someone means to give them their all and be there through the good and bad times. promises are kept, and lies are never told.

i was promised everything, and i didn’t receive anything. but i rather earn the things i want instead of being played with and hurt and be handed those things. you were never worth my time, my tears, my effort. you think you played me like a fool but in reality i was always smarter than you. my life is becoming everything i wanted. i’m almost to the half way mark, and with everything that i have been facing these past couple of months all the credit goes to me. 

if i could turn back time and make different choices… i would have. if i knew that what happened was going to happen i would have never began anything. even though i feel like i wasted six months, i learned so much. i learned what i didn’t want, what i didn’t deserve, and now i am a stronger person. my life is finally getting on the right track. efforts and hard work have been put into and now i feel like i’m finally succeeding like i should be. I feel like i’m beginning to find my place, beginning to find myself again, which i lost in those six months. 

i’m thankful, i’m blessed, i’m independent, i’m going somewhere with my life, and i’m going to be successful. and i deserve the world, and you could never give that to me.

6 days ago
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